Rather than wallow in my despair here, I am beginning to actively engage the problems which have taken grip of my life in the recent days. It has been a tough series of days, not only for myself, but for those around me, bloggers around me. I can see that, every links i clicked and it pains me when I have these conflicting feelings in me that bar me from doing what I really want to do. The fact that sometimes I can sit back, and laugh about the whole debacle sums up really, how confused I am at the moment.
Problem goes through, day by day. Full of the masks, that we all wear. I wish
Erica can stand rightfully and spare all her thought like what she did in her blog, it's a good work. I suppose it's all about growing up, as we grow up, we realise that our problems will not be solved by wallowing over them, by ranting over them, by spreading them to existing tasks that require our immediate attention.
We learn to move on. Some do by blocking negative stigmata / emotions, some do by confronting them. I believe I have come to a decision on that.
Erica - We all have our crap moments, and as many would say, it isn't about how we fall, how pain is the fall, or even when did we fall. It is all about what we learnt in the whole process, what we can do to prevent such events from happening again, or at least be better prepared for it, when it comes around again, at least is a good experience you ever had. That is the beauty of the whole thing, of life. And that is why I will strive to move forward, and put my banes behind me, it depends if you did try hard to "fong shao".
Along with this this post, i "sun bin-ly" would like to say thank you for those who helped me grow stronger in all periods of despair. :)
Let me take some time off things during this holiday.
The mind needs rest.
BEFORE [ side view ]
BEFORE [ front view ]
*cut cut* my hair being chopped XD
AFTER [ side view ]
Here i present you the new Brandon. I guess it isn't that bad though. I am not picky over stuff like this so i think it is just fine. What do you think?
