Really Tired

"I dunno why this happened. Maybe it's my weakness in due part, maybe it's just me expressing my human part, or maybe I might just be in one of my vulnerable times. Either way, I feel rotten, like a decaying plant being eaten alive by parasitic complexes, while I watched as you blossomed among the beautiful rays of sunlight in an everlasting spring. It was admittedly tough to bear, for like a man stranded in a desert for days, longing for water, I longed for you.

Perhaps words don't justify how I feel right now, perhaps I am seeing this situation in the wrong light, but I feel that just maybe, that it might ultimately be not worth it to continue with the way things are going. I loathe being defeatist, but to move on I do realise that we all have to cut our losses and make way for a better future ahead of us.

Good luck with life. And have fun."

I read this letter only a few weeks ago, on an unnamed forum, and boy did that feel strange. I sure hope that one day I wouldn't have to write such a letter, but then again, I do realise that the time will come when things don't work out, or don't work out better than they should. Still though, in my opinion we should do our best for what we believe in, and while I believe in what I fight for I will stay positive and dispel the negative elements. It will be more about what can be done, rather than 'who failed?'.

We will see. We will definitely see...