• To become a butterfly, one must want to fly so much that you are willing to give up being a caterpillar

Saturday, 20 December 2008

A little update.

17 December
Mommy asked me to collect all the dolls and put it outside. Duhh, i noticed that there are lot of them.. Some are mine, given by relatives, aunties, uncles, friends (have forgotten who they were lolx)

See the little puppy in the middle? She's mine :)

See the brown little panda? He's mine too. :)

Lets see, we have 2 Doggies, 2 Bears, and 2 Piggies

Sydney's doggie

Haha, Irise's hippo, just look alike her haha

Pooh and 3 doggies

ULTRAMAN !!!!!! and Brandon there. See?

18 December
Dumpling day. *and dumpling is dumpling, tong yuen is tong yuen* Sin yin bodoh ><>

Dumplings in the house

I was picking up all the dumplings

Done collecting

Rdy to eat

Yummy, Irise? miss it haha

Sunday, 14 December 2008

Something to think about

Rather than wallow in my despair here, I am beginning to actively engage the problems which have taken grip of my life in the recent days. It has been a tough series of days, not only for myself, but for those around me, bloggers around me. I can see that, every links i clicked and it pains me when I have these conflicting feelings in me that bar me from doing what I really want to do. The fact that sometimes I can sit back, and laugh about the whole debacle sums up really, how confused I am at the moment.

Problem goes through, day by day. Full of the masks, that we all wear. I wish Erica can stand rightfully and spare all her thought like what she did in her blog, it's a good work. I suppose it's all about growing up, as we grow up, we realise that our problems will not be solved by wallowing over them, by ranting over them, by spreading them to existing tasks that require our immediate attention. We learn to move on. Some do by blocking negative stigmata / emotions, some do by confronting them. I believe I have come to a decision on that.

Erica - We all have our crap moments, and as many would say, it isn't about how we fall, how pain is the fall, or even when did we fall. It is all about what we learnt in the whole process, what we can do to prevent such events from happening again, or at least be better prepared for it, when it comes around again, at least is a good experience you ever had. That is the beauty of the whole thing, of life. And that is why I will strive to move forward, and put my banes behind me, it depends if you did try hard to "fong shao".

Along with this this post, i "sun bin-ly" would like to say thank you for those who helped me grow stronger in all periods of despair. :)

Let me take some time off things during this holiday.

The mind needs rest.

Saturday, 13 December 2008

What is bloody wrong with saying "No"?

Sometimes the attitude of people around me leaves very much to be desired. I think we all should come to a consensus in that should people feel that they are threatened by a question, either because it affects their immediate well-being, then they should just say "no". By continuing with status quo, it misleads the other party into making ill-judgments, apart from also making them look manipulative to people. I do not mean this in a relationship way, nor do I mean this in a take advantage of friend way. It has everything to do with simple academics.

Yes, the Kiasu Syndrome has resurfaced, though, it's not like it ever disappeared, based on elementary observation. I am pretty much irritated by the fact that some can (with glee even, wtf) pass on "fake information", or misleading information about what is coming out in the examinations (or even on concepts in lectures) intentionally, when they want to "hide the truth". It sometimes puzzles me - if they want to hide things so much, then why not say "No"? Is it because they want to keep friends, but yet silently poison these very friends they want to keep? Now how ethical is that?

Being a Buddhist, I admit that there are many, of other faiths, or of no faiths, who are even better Buddhists than me. Yes, indeed there are many whose sense of ethics are directed towards a utilitarian approach ("Let's all pass this together guys!"). My advice to these people, in earnest is to look at themselves and think about what they are doing, in the big picture. Not only when exposed it makes them look like bloody dirty scoundrels, but by teaching the wrong concept, they are dooming their friends for long. After all, we as humans operate on a right/wrong basis - so as long as no one points out the mistake that this poor person picked up unwittingly, the person will never ever know. Think about that.

In my opinion, politics does not belong to education. Though if that is how people want to play it, then by all means, they should go ahead. Just don't make it so bloody obvious. Thanks, and have a nice day :-)

Wednesday, 10 December 2008

Good... day...

Nothing going to be the best but today is the most satisfying day, wondering why, maybe my new phone.. XD

Here some random photos of mine, taken by 6600, not bad huh..

Brandon a camwhore

yummy "Gon Lou" mee WAHAHAHA
P/S Irise Chen!!!! I know you are going to miss this XD

For your information, i'm in holiday now, and so i'm not going to write any article till then holiday ended. Am going to have fun lotsss... Christmas is just around the corner, how are you guys going to celebrate it? Hmmm. :)


Tuesday, 9 December 2008

I have a new phone! *excited*

Recently I got a new phone, as I have planned since my Nokia E65 starts spoiling. with the plan, came the phone, which is none other than the 6600 slide! :D

Image sourced from : http://www.gsmarena.com/nokia_6600_slide-2355.php

And yes, it is blue as well, in case you are wondering.

I am ecstatic at being able to own such a beautiful phone. Given that my previous workhorse has been struggling over the past month or so (her exterior has begun to crack *sniff*), I have decided to delegate my E65 into Trade-In plan. After all, it is in good price. True, why not use the 6600 slide?

I have stored some songs in the phone but personally I don't feel like using it as a dedicated MP3 player as of yet. I'd like to experiment with it's battery life first, because the last thing that should happen is that you end up in the middle of nowhere with a dead phone (due to a flat battery), all because of MP3 playing.

The beauty of the phone is simply... luscious though - I can't stop using it. While it may lack certain features that the E65 has, as in Wi-Fi. As for yes, it's small and polite enough for a formal guy like me.

Wednesday, 3 December 2008

Another Good Day

i woke up so early today, ima such a responsible and hardworking wall painter.. I've painted 3 walls today. only yellow color today. XD

The first wall :)

The second wall :)

The third wall. i was told not to paint nicely because it has to be painted twice.

Just a random picture of my house's compound.

Say hi to Sin Yin(left) and Pei Ying(right)
wahahahhah

Tuesday, 2 December 2008

Tagged by Ashley

Instructions:
*Bold the statements that are true to you.
*Italicize the statements that you wish were true.
*Leave the fibs alone.
*Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

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I’m 170cm + tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I’m studying Fashion,
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy PLAYBOY/PLAYGIRL every month.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I started wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have cool hair.
One Utama is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last. (if there is someone)
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up. (i always do)
I was stupid.
At times I think I still am a stupid
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m a sinner.
I have a Wii.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
I hate Math.
I love horror films.
I’m happy with what I have.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers. LOL!
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Apple Juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love clubbing.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I love my friends and family.

i stab you,you,you,you and YOU!
there. 5 persons.

A good day

Suprisingly, my headache left me today in the morning.. my mom is happy, because her good son helped her to paint the damn long wall..

there are 5 other walls to paint, this is just one of those(kitchen).

See the shining wall? it was painted by Brandon XD

As a first timer, not bad i guess? My mom said i'm wasting the "CAT"!! How possible? My hands were nicely painted, i didnt waste it, ok !!! lol


Tell me its nice :)

Haha, i stepped on something hard, i thought it was a stone, hell not, it was a tortoise, my mom told me there are 3 of them.. They were not been caged, instead they are freedomly walking XD. So i have been searching everywhere, even under my mom's cooking pot.. and.. i found them :)

Here they are, they have name you know? my MoM named them

the bottom right = ah fok
the bottom left = ah lok
the top smallest = ah sao

Luckily non of them is dondon XD. They happen to be a cute pet for me, i brought them to Sydney bathtab and play with them lol..

Good day ~