A little update.

17 December
Mommy asked me to collect all the dolls and put it outside. Duhh, i noticed that there are lot of them.. Some are mine, given by relatives, aunties, uncles, friends (have forgotten who they were lolx)

See the little puppy in the middle? She's mine :)

See the brown little panda? He's mine too. :)

Lets see, we have 2 Doggies, 2 Bears, and 2 Piggies

Sydney's doggie

Haha, Irise's hippo, just look alike her haha

Pooh and 3 doggies

ULTRAMAN !!!!!! and Brandon there. See?

18 December
Dumpling day. *and dumpling is dumpling, tong yuen is tong yuen* Sin yin bodoh ><>

Dumplings in the house

I was picking up all the dumplings

Done collecting

Rdy to eat

Yummy, Irise? miss it haha

Something to think about

Rather than wallow in my despair here, I am beginning to actively engage the problems which have taken grip of my life in the recent days. It has been a tough series of days, not only for myself, but for those around me, bloggers around me. I can see that, every links i clicked and it pains me when I have these conflicting feelings in me that bar me from doing what I really want to do. The fact that sometimes I can sit back, and laugh about the whole debacle sums up really, how confused I am at the moment.

Problem goes through, day by day. Full of the masks, that we all wear. I wish Erica can stand rightfully and spare all her thought like what she did in her blog, it's a good work. I suppose it's all about growing up, as we grow up, we realise that our problems will not be solved by wallowing over them, by ranting over them, by spreading them to existing tasks that require our immediate attention. We learn to move on. Some do by blocking negative stigmata / emotions, some do by confronting them. I believe I have come to a decision on that.

Erica - We all have our crap moments, and as many would say, it isn't about how we fall, how pain is the fall, or even when did we fall. It is all about what we learnt in the whole process, what we can do to prevent such events from happening again, or at least be better prepared for it, when it comes around again, at least is a good experience you ever had. That is the beauty of the whole thing, of life. And that is why I will strive to move forward, and put my banes behind me, it depends if you did try hard to "fong shao".

Along with this this post, i "sun bin-ly" would like to say thank you for those who helped me grow stronger in all periods of despair. :)

Let me take some time off things during this holiday.

The mind needs rest.

What is bloody wrong with saying "No"?

Sometimes the attitude of people around me leaves very much to be desired. I think we all should come to a consensus in that should people feel that they are threatened by a question, either because it affects their immediate well-being, then they should just say "no". By continuing with status quo, it misleads the other party into making ill-judgments, apart from also making them look manipulative to people. I do not mean this in a relationship way, nor do I mean this in a take advantage of friend way. It has everything to do with simple academics.

Yes, the Kiasu Syndrome has resurfaced, though, it's not like it ever disappeared, based on elementary observation. I am pretty much irritated by the fact that some can (with glee even, wtf) pass on "fake information", or misleading information about what is coming out in the examinations (or even on concepts in lectures) intentionally, when they want to "hide the truth". It sometimes puzzles me - if they want to hide things so much, then why not say "No"? Is it because they want to keep friends, but yet silently poison these very friends they want to keep? Now how ethical is that?

Being a Buddhist, I admit that there are many, of other faiths, or of no faiths, who are even better Buddhists than me. Yes, indeed there are many whose sense of ethics are directed towards a utilitarian approach ("Let's all pass this together guys!"). My advice to these people, in earnest is to look at themselves and think about what they are doing, in the big picture. Not only when exposed it makes them look like bloody dirty scoundrels, but by teaching the wrong concept, they are dooming their friends for long. After all, we as humans operate on a right/wrong basis - so as long as no one points out the mistake that this poor person picked up unwittingly, the person will never ever know. Think about that.

In my opinion, politics does not belong to education. Though if that is how people want to play it, then by all means, they should go ahead. Just don't make it so bloody obvious. Thanks, and have a nice day :-)

Good... day...

Nothing going to be the best but today is the most satisfying day, wondering why, maybe my new phone.. XD

Here some random photos of mine, taken by 6600, not bad huh..

Brandon a camwhore

yummy "Gon Lou" mee WAHAHAHA

P/S Irise Chen!!!! I know you are going to miss this XD

For your information, i'm in holiday now, and so i'm not going to write any article till then holiday ended. Am going to have fun lotsss... Christmas is just around the corner, how are you guys going to celebrate it? Hmmm. :)

I have a new phone! *excited*

Recently I got a new phone, as I have planned since my Nokia E65 starts spoiling. with the plan, came the phone, which is none other than the 6600 slide! :D

Image sourced from : http://www.gsmarena.com/nokia_6600_slide-2355.php

And yes, it is blue as well, in case you are wondering.

I am ecstatic at being able to own such a beautiful phone. Given that my previous workhorse has been struggling over the past month or so (her exterior has begun to crack *sniff*), I have decided to delegate my E65 into Trade-In plan. After all, it is in good price. True, why not use the 6600 slide?

I have stored some songs in the phone but personally I don't feel like using it as a dedicated MP3 player as of yet. I'd like to experiment with it's battery life first, because the last thing that should happen is that you end up in the middle of nowhere with a dead phone (due to a flat battery), all because of MP3 playing.

The beauty of the phone is simply... luscious though - I can't stop using it. While it may lack certain features that the E65 has, as in Wi-Fi. As for yes, it's small and polite enough for a formal guy like me.

Another Good Day

i woke up so early today, ima such a responsible and hardworking wall painter.. I've painted 3 walls today. only yellow color today. XD

The first wall :)

The second wall :)

The third wall. i was told not to paint nicely because it has to be painted twice.

Just a random picture of my house's compound.

Say hi to Sin Yin(left) and Pei Ying(right)
wahahahhah

Tagged by Ashley

Instructions:
*Bold the statements that are true to you.
*Italicize the statements that you wish were true.
*Leave the fibs alone.
*Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

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I’m 170cm + tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I’m studying Fashion,
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy PLAYBOY/PLAYGIRL every month.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I started wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have cool hair.
One Utama is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last. (if there is someone)
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up. (i always do)
I was stupid.
At times I think I still am a stupid
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m a sinner.
I have a Wii.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
I hate Math.
I love horror films.
I’m happy with what I have.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers. LOL!
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Apple Juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love clubbing.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I love my friends and family.

i stab you,you,you,you and YOU!
there. 5 persons.

A good day

Suprisingly, my headache left me today in the morning.. my mom is happy, because her good son helped her to paint the damn long wall..

there are 5 other walls to paint, this is just one of those(kitchen).

See the shining wall? it was painted by Brandon XD

As a first timer, not bad i guess? My mom said i'm wasting the "CAT"!! How possible? My hands were nicely painted, i didnt waste it, ok !!! lol

Tell me its nice :)

Haha, i stepped on something hard, i thought it was a stone, hell not, it was a tortoise, my mom told me there are 3 of them.. They were not been caged, instead they are freedomly walking XD. So i have been searching everywhere, even under my mom's cooking pot.. and.. i found them :)

Here they are, they have name you know? my MoM named them

the bottom right = ah fok
the bottom left = ah lok
the top smallest = ah sao

Luckily non of them is dondon XD. They happen to be a cute pet for me, i brought them to Sydney bathtab and play with them lol..

Good day ~

Man,... it's pain

i have a super headache lately, don't know what happen inside my head. Pimple starts growing lots. Maybe i was thinking too much these days.

Early in the morning, i was screaming, Sydney pressed my pimple on my forehead.. gawd....

GAWD~~~

I went to Maybank to renew my saving account passbook today, more often than not my dad will resolve it for me, but since i'm in holiday, so i'll just manage it by my own.. In the bank, the line to the ticket counter was hostile, too loads of parent with their children were coming up for their turn - maybe they planned to collect a passbook for their childs. At the mean time, i opened my passbook, it was about 14-15 pages, jam-packed with numbers and what i did was sitting down, took out my cell phone, open calculator and calculate the total amount i had withdrew ever since 23 June 2007 until 20 November 2008.. It was RM26,688 i used in 1 year+ and at present left over RM200 in my wallet - I do not know does it too much or normal? or am i insane? As a student, it's too much I think, I’m terrified to notice my mom the sum lol, daren’t to foresee the outcome ~ geezz, I will start spending lesser money now!!

That was cash withdrew in 1 year+, haven't include the amount i swiped via my CIMB Mcard, i guess i have to stop calculating no more.

Really Tired

"I dunno why this happened. Maybe it's my weakness in due part, maybe it's just me expressing my human part, or maybe I might just be in one of my vulnerable times. Either way, I feel rotten, like a decaying plant being eaten alive by parasitic complexes, while I watched as you blossomed among the beautiful rays of sunlight in an everlasting spring. It was admittedly tough to bear, for like a man stranded in a desert for days, longing for water, I longed for you.

Perhaps words don't justify how I feel right now, perhaps I am seeing this situation in the wrong light, but I feel that just maybe, that it might ultimately be not worth it to continue with the way things are going. I loathe being defeatist, but to move on I do realise that we all have to cut our losses and make way for a better future ahead of us.

Good luck with life. And have fun."

I read this letter only a few weeks ago, on an unnamed forum, and boy did that feel strange. I sure hope that one day I wouldn't have to write such a letter, but then again, I do realise that the time will come when things don't work out, or don't work out better than they should. Still though, in my opinion we should do our best for what we believe in, and while I believe in what I fight for I will stay positive and dispel the negative elements. It will be more about what can be done, rather than 'who failed?'.

We will see. We will definitely see...

Transition imminent

Things are going to change drastically come the end of November, the way things are going. It makes me think that my birthday month probably isn't going to be all that enjoyable. Yeah, it may sound like people leaving and joining the company really shouldn't affect me but when so many are leaving at once, it's probably going to be really messy for quite some time; call it a hunch.

In hindsight, I probably should have realize that things are always destined to become increasingly tougher and never easier. Life and the world is built that way, and no, I'm not interested in religious opinions on this case; heard them all, hypocrites.

I want change in my life too I guess, some things require action and if I don't do anything I might just lose out. What things? That's a secret for now. Anyway I really just want to ramble here for the fun of it since I don't have the mood to write anymore. I should probably force myself to though, at least I'll be done with the product reviews. Back to work I guess.

Steamyx!

Our "beloved" #1 POS ISP brings to us Steamyx! Steamyx!! The broadband connection that is bound to make you release steam like an olden day steam train! Huh? Streamyx? What can they stream? They can't stream anything if their lives depended on it!

Shitty customer service, idiotic call operators whose every answer to your problem is "reset modem/bypass splitter/check your DNS address/check your computer/*insert stupid solution here*" I'm a freaking computer literate student! I don't need your PMR educated moronic operators giving me solutions I would have tried the moment my connection goes FUBARED! ARGH!

Damn obvious they oversold their bandwidth already, but they still continue to mass promote their Steamyx! So when they got bandwidth problem what do they do? They dem clever wei! Blame teh downloaders! "20% of user consume 80% of our bandwidth" Give me cold hard evidence! Where did you get that statistic? Simply bullshit means can con your way out? Your stupid advertising says unlimited downloads! I'll download whatever I want whenever I want because thats what unlimited download means!

Throttle this throttle that, block this block that, save little itty-bitty bits of bandwidth and then continue to oversell it. Upgrade your bandwidth a littleeeeeeeeeeeee bit, and then oversell that bandwidth again! All they care about is making money without providing proper service! I'll tell you the cold hard truth, if it isn't the damn donkeys above favouring companies of the donkeys below, they would have bite the dust ages ago before anyone from Sabah even heard of Steamyx!

You know the saying that goes, "you pay peanuts you get monkeys"? Well I'll tell you we are paying abalones and getting donkeys! You want an honest opinion, I'll tell you one. This is the information age, and if they continues with that fiasco they call a broadband service, this country will not go anywhere. Stay and rot in the jungle if you want, I'm out of this country the moment I can afford to migrate.

That is my current goal for life, get out of this cow dung they call a "developing country".

Birthday wish list

The days fly by, the months roll past, and the year comes full circle. So much has happened and so much has changed, and yet at the same time some things never change. Its only natural I suppose. Anyway as the years roll by it truly shows you how things never get easier but in fact all the more harder. Every year its not just the same challenges all over but new hurdles to overcome which is also, as I've come to learn, very normal. So what’s not normal? Well so far, nothing.

Its a bit too early to do the I'm-1-year-older-so-its-time-to-reflect-on-the-year thingy. So as the title says, I'm going to post my wish list! Bear in mind its a wish list so naturally it might be a bit unreasonable and pricey (aren't they always?). So with that aside let’s move on.

1. Money!! Cash!! Moolah!! This has to be the number one wish for every one because having money rather than an actual gift offers so much more flexibility. (think upgrading laptop)

2. A Single BED!! I'm not really enjoy sleeping on a no-foot-mattress

3. A small notebook, just for online purpose.. around rm3-4k.

4. Nokia E95, that has been my dream phone for a long time ago. My E65 age's clock is ticking to an end lol..

5. Jay Chou latest album!! I'm actually lazy to buy it lol.

6. Since I ran out of ideas (truly I don't ask for much, but what I ask for are really pricey...hehe) a surprise! Erm...be it a simple dinner with friends, a gathering to watch a movie, a little get together to yak like nobody's business like how we used to...*sigh* don't you just miss those days?

7. Hmm... thinking hard now. Birthday wishes from every of my hometown friends! haha, we have a deal among our ppl.

8. Successful completion of my diploma with no failures and at least maintain GPA of 2.5 to 3. I know I've done quite bad in certain subjects, but I did do reasonably well in some others. Fingers crossed I'll pass every subject; this is truly 1 of my greatest wishes.

9. Hmm...get a part time job related to my field during the 1 months holiday next year? Maybe I should apply for an internship. I wonder if there are 1 month internships... I'll be away from my computer for very long and I think I'll miss everything. Just realized I've never been away for long on my own.

10. A pet!! Puppy maybe? but am lazy to bathe it lol..

Well it wasn't mean to be "my 10 greatest birthday wish list" but last but not least I wish I can find my true calling in life. Its been bugging me for years and every now and then the doubts about what I've been doing or if the path I have chose is the right one and I truly wish I can find that one thing that can motivate me and drive me to strive to work towards it. A goal that is ever elusive, ever out of reach. Will it come anytime soon? I really don't think I can wait any longer....

Well there you have it, that’s all for today. It’s been a tiring day, final exam weeks i'm facing now, so I'll just go browse some forums, do some revisions and then get some sleep.

P.S. I'm not exactly telling people who read this to comply with the wish list, as I've said its rather unreasonable. But if you are generous, I will be eternally grateful. :D
P.P.S The wish list is not in order of preference. I post my blog entries on the spot, so its something I gradually thought of.

Signing out, oyasumi.

A little update

Hey I'm back! I feel terrible for neglecting my blog, but then again I really don't know what to do with it sometimes. I keep thinking that one day I'll have a consistent topic to talk about that doesn't involve rants and complains but to be honest I haven't been able to find anything like that to talk about.

That being said, this is really just another rant from me. So to begin, here's a question, have you ever been compared to someone before? No, its not a trick question, in fact its pretty redundant to ask that question but gotta start somewhere you know?

Anyway, one thing I find I hate very much is to have myself compared to other people. Oh and might I add complained about, in front of other people, within your presence, annoyingly, just out of range. >_>

Now and then you go to some place and either both or one of your parents go "haih... my son ahhh... don't know what to do with him la" bla bla bla, and "if only he is like so and so" bla bla bla, the list isn't really that long and to be honest rather predictable. The annoying thing is that sometimes this kind of conversations happen in gatherings where your parents are off somewhere and you are bored out of your mind in some obscure corner, or if you're lucky it would be a family gathering and you are off chatting with your cousins. Then you somehow overhear your name mentioned by none other than one of your parents and you get this sinking feeling that its not something good.

Now what pisses me off is that you catch your name mentioned and know they are somehow talking bad about you, but you just can't pick out exactly what they are saying.

Its times like this that I go "ARGHHHH WTF! What now? I have my parents kind of like talking behind my back! Can't really know what they are saying but I somehow know its about me!" and the sad thing is you don't dare to go ask the people they were talking to about what your parents told them because they are basically strangers. ~>_<~

Am I paranoid? I sure am not! Let me tell you one thing, I actually pride myself on my hearing. I can pick out random conversations in a noisy background if conditions allowed, but it just wasn't the case today. I was in a conversation with my cousin, stupid brats screaming in the background, and finally the conversation was a good 10 feet away from me, behind the screen of annoying bratty frequencies, in rather normal conversational tones.

In other words, I wasn't meant to hear it! But somehow I just managed to pick out this particular sentence, "if only my son is like..." and I went "wtf talking behind my back again???" GAHHH WHY ME!!?? Sure I'm not smart, I'm not handsome, I'm not good at what I'm studying, but ITS YOUR GENES! DON'T BLAME ME FOR WHAT I'M BORN WITH! You got something to say, say it to my face!

Why does everyone I know talk behind my back? Sure I have a bad temper, sure I might blow up in your face if you say it in front of me, but its gonna be worse if you use whispered tones to tell other people of what you are not happy about me! Its me you are talking about! Not happy tell me! Whats this going around trying to tell people your son is not as smart as so and so? Betting on my hearing and hoping I'll take a hint? Hoping my intellect and IQ level will miraculously shoot through the ceiling? How presumptuous! Such hypocrisy!

Hey tell you something funny, let me show you how irony and hypocrisy surrounds us. There happily a parent talks to others telling them to understand their kids and be good parents, and failed to do so themselves. Hypocrisy + irony = double whammy+ ggnormk

To all to-be-becoming parents (not my parent :) ), don't talk to other people about trying to understand their kids and about parenthood when you fail to be a good parent yourself. Only one word describes such bullshit; hypocrisy, and I'm sick of it.

Who needs a title? -_-'

"Growing up is a pain!" is probably something you've heard many people exclaim before, one time too many. Admittedly I've gradually grown up these past few years exclaiming that line quite a few times myself. Heck, I still do sometimes, am still whiny about how tough life can be, and overall grew up to be...rather cynical at times.

People seem to take things at face value, something I've used to my advantage these few years. Put on a mask and a persona to fool the world, and they might just glance right over you; makes things easier. That is not to say that other people are not the same, in fact I'm more inclined to believe that almost everyone puts on a mask of their own. Some friends who are closer to me in recent years (my school friends haven't really mix with me much since..graduation from school) would call me two-faced; of course, they are referring to my behavior. I think I picked a persona that is too weak so much so that people get the impression that I'm easy to bully. However, that's definitely not the case and it's more like I don't want to retaliate. Some of my long time friends probably know of my explosive temper when I was younger. I haven't really had anything trigger any explosions lately, something I'd like to attribute to my growing control over my emotions. I'd like to think so really, but maybe it's not really that. I dunno.

What's the point of this post you ask? If you've been reading my posts, you should know by now that more than half the time... I never make any sense. Anyway, growing up is still a pain. I find so many defects with myself physically and mentally (shit I'm gaining weight where I don't want them to...), makes me wonder if I'll ever snag myself a girlfriend; probably not. "Time flies!" eventually becomes so cliche you don't even bother spouting that line anymore, and you get to tell younger people that you "ate more salt than you ever did rice!" Neglecting the fact that salt is pretty widely used in a number of dishes. "Come back again after you have eaten more celery than rice" is what I'll tell you if you say that line to my face.

I think I'm thinking too much. Wait scratch that...I KNOW I think too much and it's actually very much in my nature to think too much, but still not be able to predict and figure out everything. Wish I was born a genius or something, would have made life hella easier. Tough month+uncertainties+growing pains=definitely very melancholic day for me.

Can't understand why, but I guess thats just how it is

You know how sometimes you feel a bit torn about which stance to take? Guys like to say "I don't need a gf." and you wonder if its that or that he just can't get one. Or maybe thinking that being single is not that bad and all, but now and then that pang of loneliness comes and you just hope you have a special someone to spend your time with.

Someone once said to me, humans are like that. Humans can't run away from the need of companionship. They crave attention, however little it may be. They crave recognition, for what they do. So the question is, is it wrong to lie to yourself and say you don't need that kind of companionship, even if deep down you crave for it?

I wouldn't say I crave for it, but sometimes you just wonder I guess. Its really funny how humans can be so indecisive. Maybe the perks of being single is worth being alone, but still some one to have someone to tell their funny stories to, someone you call every now and then to talk about what's going on. I guess good/best friends work too, but does it always? It might I think, I once had a friend like that, but we somehow drifted apart due to our individual lives. Kind of sad eh?

I'll be in 4th sem in about 2 months time or so, and it really amazes me how time flew. Sometimes the passage of time can just go by like that, you blink and suddenly you're in your early twenties. Because of that, you wish you have someone by your side, recording every moment of it. Sure life is full of ups and downs, more downs for some, and more ups for some. Can't be help, this world isn't fair. Whoever told you the world will turn right side up because its round should go fly a kite, lol.

Opinions differ, that's why we have individuals. The world would be a sad sad place if everyone is the same. Imagine everyone thinking Barney is their best friend. *shudders* You get friends who say "girls are troublesome, don't bother", and friends who say "I enjoy being with my gf". Then of course you get the total opposite, singles who can't get any gf, and people who are having a hard time dealing with their gf.

Really, 18 years 10 months 3 days 23 hours of living, and I honestly still don't understand how girls think. Its like what a character in a story I once read, said "just when you think you are starting to understand them, they go and do something that changes your understanding of them completely. Its like one big fun game for them, like the boys must never understand them to keep things interesting." Then when things get screwed up they blame you for not understanding them, man I seriously don't comprehend.

Its really not surprising why some people can't decide whether they want to pursue a romantic relationship or not, because of the above reasons. Guess people look at some and wonder why they can be so happy and comfortable with what they have. If you ask me, maybe they aren't any better off, its just that they learn to cope with it better and accept things as it is. An admirable trait in a human being, bordering on extinction.

So where do I go? I guess you could categorize me as one of those who can't really decide whether they are happy being single or not. I keep thinking that my graduation is nearing, time just went by like that without anyone sharing it with me.

My parents only care about the results, me graduating and getting a job, and not the process. If you want me to be honest, they failed as parents in many respects. I want to believe they try their best, but sometimes its just so hard.

My brother doesn't talk to me much, he's just like me when I was younger, friends only no family. But I guess I'm not in position to comment on that.

My best friends have drifted so far from me, and one of them doesn't even know anything about me. Its sad really, for communication is two ways, and I'm just as guilty for not keeping in touch. I haven't made any new friends whom I can share my troubles with, and as a person I think that's sad, because when you are stressed and all you have no one to go to.

I guess this is the reason for my broodiness. Being left alone, humans grow to doubt their own worth. In the end, where will one find refuge when there is no one offering? Do my parents see my worth for what it is? Not demanding more than I can give? I feel rather uncertain about my future, when I was told to prepare my resume before I even graduate, I looked at myself and I asked what I can put in it. I came up with nothing.

I think I know how Peter Pan feels now. Growing up isn't fun, and it'll never be. But look on the bright side, at least you grow to see things more clearly. Experience teaches a lot after all, and exposure to the world for a long time is certainly the best teacher. What I hope is, life would really turn right side up for me some day. If it doesn't, I'm gonna tell the next person who gives me that bullshit to go fly a kite.

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First thing you will note that I do not have a title for this post. But seriously, who reads the titles anyway? I really should stop racking my brains trying to think of titles for my blog posts when I really don't have a central theme of discussion for a particular post.

There was once someone asked me “Hey, Brandon, what’s your most unforgettable event?”. By that of what I considered as spontaneous question, I really couldn’t sort out any of any events I’ve encountered in my life which was really unforgettable
– yet I have an answer now.

24 September 2008, 10AM at Jalan Cheras Kajang – I was driving at roughly 110km/hour. Tweeting at the mall, what mall was that, it was Leisure Mall just on my right hand side. I was rolling along the path was like racing with other cars, compete for victory - and by all sudden, from tempo over speed, my car is out of brake…

It was all in the sudden, fortunate or unfortunate(ly), in the midst of all transports which were in same speed has granted me 1 minutes to decelerate my car before had to stop at the Maluri roundabout (As if could reached the roundabout, maybe had crashed before that) =(

20-30 seconds were used to keep pressing the brake paddle, thoughts, “why the brake isn’t working”, “what the hell is your problem” –

There are faces appeared in my mind, and they are now known as the most unforgettable person in my life.

Dad and Mom – waiting me for reunion dinner on Thursday
Kay and Irene – I promised I will get you both ayam pecik tonight
Irise – I want to go Moscow for your graduation
Richard – I have 400 Legionnaires in Travian
Shu yun – I owe you for my ages
Frances – I wanted to see you, BABI
Jenny Hui Ling - 5764km away
Kelsey and Wen Yi – I was seriously thinking the plan to visit you both at Genting Highland before the brake-off
Loo Ping – You promised will train Badminton with me for the Cheras Championship
Sin Yin – Ohmy, I’m sorry
----
…Out of the blue, the brake was back on service and the car seriously stopped at the middle of the road. The sudden stop hurts both of my hands and at that time, I scolded “WTF”, “What is wrong with you damnit”

Cars after me were horning me, I was forced to continue the drive. And all the while to Maluri, the brake was working fine - although it was, I still need to circumspect in case... So, I sent it to an unknown car workshop in Maluri. They said that my car’s master pump’s oil leaked, have to send it to Perodua Service Centre. No reason to obey it so i sent it to the service centre at Desa Tun Razak. Oh damn… my car has to be hospitalized for one night, and damn, I took a cab back to college for the an-hour-late class.

Sighing for my own, sighing to my fella classmates “OH MY CAR…” I was then took a bus back to Sungai Long – the bus stopped just in front of Green Acre Park, walking thru the garden, park and swimming pool, searching something on a out of billion bricks, sighing, it has gone.. Slowly dissembled from my memory, memoirs to become all it is capable of becoming, by all myth and legend, it’s just a past tense..

Unity

(Supposed to be posted on 31/8 but I was getting high)
This is for Malaysia.

When you really think about it, Malaysia is generally quite well united. I mean as much as we want to bitch about it, our races go well together and we blend in pretty nicely as one society. There are a few exceptions but hey, it's human nature to bitchslap one another once in a while right? I'm really not being sarcastic. I've really come to like Malaysia for the general unity that is established between citizens and civilians.

I think I've come to realize what the link is.

Malaysia - United by Complaints

It's true. A reliable source told me 99.16% of Malaysians complain about something at least once a day. These facts are based on the concoction in my head based on absolutely nothing. But really, think about it.

Whether it's meeting someone at a bus stop, at a public class (perhaps driving), in a cab, or just someone you happened to strike up a conversation with; what is the single most interesting and easy-to-dive-into point? Here they are:

THE WEATHER IS FRIGGIN' HOT!
DRIVING CLASSES ARE ABSOLUTELY USELESS!
TRAFFIC JAMS ARE REALLY SHITTY!
MALAYSIAN DRIVERS PISS ME OFF!
MALAYSIAN ROADS ARE TERRIBLE!
THE EDUCATION SYSTEM TEACHES US NOTHING!
and if you're really daring, you get into racism. But I won't explore into the details.

Take a step back and reflect on how many times you hit it off with a simple conversation with a complete stranger, by complaining. See the reason I'm not afraid of posting all this even in the light of the case of that kid making fun of our country, is that I'm not actually criticizing it here. I actually think it's wonderful that unity (albeit it being a little fake) can be achieved so easily.

I know, most of you may not be patriotic and all that but for God's sakes, all I ask is that the Malaysian readers of my blog just look back and learn to appreciate the smaller things. Look at all the idiotic bloggers who go to other countries, take a billion wonderful pictures and still tell you they miss Malaysia. Isn't that already a point in itself?

Cheers. Happy 51st Birthday, Malaysia. You've provided us a pretty great home =)

Senseless

Every once in a while you wake up to a beautiful morning and have this weird clarity on how you perceive your life.

You wake up to a morning at 6 a.m. to pee.
You're not at home.
You can't go back to sleep.
You watch Spiderman 3 for the 5th time or so even though you hate the movie.
You watch Saturday morning cartoons.
You watch Ashlee Simpson and Madonna music videos when you would normally puke at the sight of either of them.
After burning a few hours, you go home.
Just as you're heading home, you call your friend on the phone to tell him his girlfriend looks hot with short hair.
You hang up.

In the midst of all these random events you start to realize how your life has seemed to stop making sense.

You remember a time when you were young and asked a lot of questions.
You realize how nothing much in your life makes sense anymore, just as before, only you've stopped questioning it.
You remember the night before.
Spending RM35 on crap food at a far-away place where you practically only talked to people you came with.
Drinking with the RM15 remaining in your wallet (RM5 of which you found on the floor and another RM5 made from selling something).
Staying over at your friend's place and actually sleeping, and then leaving first thing in the morning. Which meant staying over was pretty much a waste of time.
You remember more and more things in the past that don't seem to make much sense.

But it's great. And at 9 a.m. on a road with relatively non-existent traffic, you get the time to think about how cool life is when you live it like that. Where everything you do calls for a question, but you just don't ask.

=)

13 September, Happy Birthday Pei Wen

To Tracy Lee Pei wen, the al-mighty.

I’m full of regrets
for belated wish,
ever I told you before,
that you are a meaningful person to me?

Ever you speculate,
when you are reading this,
why you are a significant,
aka special friend to me?

You are a hot chilly,
to piss me off, is your potential,
Your tallness is the question,
to be constantly comparing with me,
even you knew you will falls,
into pit of disappointment,
yet you will still comparing.

You are a "fut lou" girl,
in which for eternity,
I have forgotten how much I owe you,
of course in Ringgit Malaysia.

You are the only one,
who dares to step on my beret,
Purposely or not,
you were already stepped on it,
rape my pride, be your proud.

Chilly, you always eat,
to make your tongue special,
That's so, you have a special tongue,
for everlasting squabble.

Dare you to pick up my "tongkat",
for asses you wanna to poke at,
you are the only one,
always been penalized.

You are a great warrior,
thanks to your height,
granted you a special rank,
how you are special enough,
stand in front on battlefield.

You and Stephenie,
my greatest,
stomp my head with no reason,
regardless of any uniform we were on.

You have no reason,
to argue,
You have no reason,
to mad,
That makes you special.

In midst of standalone,
you were once a good prefect,
for never fit my name into your prefect’s report book.
You were also once a bad prefect,
for sue-ing my grass on my head.

For obvious reasons,
you are in my list of vengeance,
No matter what,
I will never forgot you.

Happy Birthday yoo..

ClowBaby versus BrandonChen

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


This is fun.... =p

Welcome to Sungai Long

Wahaha, Multimedia Assignment, and i did this. XD

I'm curious of: the mentality of the masses

You know how nowadays, no matter where you turn to, stupidity abounds? In the Internet, this obviously holds true. Message boards, emails, forums, discussion boards, etc; click on 1 link and you get bombarded by the most vulgar words you can ever find, words children so easily pick up nowadays thanks to the Internet. Sometimes I get really tired, at times extremely annoyed, often I get very irritated and angry so much so I might be tempted to or actually retaliate. Guess what? From there, the war of words never ends. It’s what we Internet savvy people call a “flame war”.

Trolls are everywhere, lurking around the Internet looking for things and people they can insult. This is worse in Malaysian based websites, message boards, or forums, etc. It stems from the rampant and inherent nature of “ah-bengness” within many Malaysians. I don’t even want to begin to comprehend why so many people prefer to use violent and uncivilized ways to express their points and opinions as I’m no saint my self, in which case if I do I’d probably fry my brain due to the stress.

You see people complaining, whining, insulting, and everyday, almost everywhere on the net. There are those who have better command of language who tend to flaunt their so-called superiority, purposely writing in a way where the common Malaysian ah-beng will not be able to understand, and then stand back and laugh and insult at their inability to “understand simple English” which are actually extravagant and redundant usage of words that very few can understand.

But fact is, there are simpler ways to communicate and communication between human beings has always been based on making things short and simple. However for them it is entertainment to act high and mighty. In my opinion they are nothing but uncivilized barbarians. The higher you think you are, the lower you will be the day you are brought down, that’s what I think.

Ever seen one of these go “you are so stupid it kills my brain cells”? These people are just despicable. Telling others to “go back to kindergarten and relearn your abc” is just insulting. Fact is, they should go back to kindergarten too, to relearn their moral from scratch that is. All this from people who are supposedly “educated”, *snorts* yea right. I’ve said I’m no saint so don’t go around and say I’m no better, I’m in a better position than anyone else to say that.

Admittedly sometimes I say things that are very “sharp”, but I never deliberately set out to say things that out right insult that person if I can help it. There are situations where sometimes there are things that need to be said so that no one will be disillusioned by the reality of it, nor fail to see the mistakes and the idiocy behind their actions. These are things that I will never be afraid to say, regardless of the fact that it might make someone angry. Why should they be angry anyway? I speak but the truth, so if they are angry it simply means that they are angry of the truth. Are they angry of the truth because they cannot accept it as the truth? I suppose so, after all us humans want to hear are only things that are as they say, music to our ears.

Think about it aye?

Seriously, how is it to be in love

Ha! I can already hear the sighs and the eyes rolling up, something I'd do myself. But seriously, even till this day, over 19 years of existence, and I have still yet to be able to confidently say that I know what love is or rather how it would feel.

Some people call the question useless, "it just is". Some say its the million dollar question, the quest for the elusively definite answer. Others say its the greatest feeling anyone can ever have but yet can't tell you what that feeling is. The answer varies from one person to another, as is the "feeling" each individual feels.

Fact is, arguing about what love is, is probably as stupid as trying to imitate Superman by jumping off the twin towers and thinking you can fly as long as you have the gear on, blue spandex complete with red underwear worn on the outside.

The years post graduation from secondary school have been nothing short of an eye opener. 1 month, 2 months, 4 months, and then a year later, you just realize how little you know of the outside world. The way I see it our country's education ministry really fail to teach the important things we need outside, love tops this list of things, despite the moral education we are given.

Compassion, being considerate, and etc. How do they show what is love in its entirety? It can't, compassion is but a facet of its entirety. Lets put it this way, love is as multi-faceted as a diamond, glorious sparkles reflecting light from different angles. That's just trying to put the concept into an analogy, I by no means claim to understand what it is.

Back when I first "discovered" the Internet. E-mail was the in thing, now I hardly use it anymore. Anyway, it was the trend then to forward tonnes of e-mails back, most of them meaningless. Some of them pretty insightful and some pretty cool to read, I love the random quotes I read all over, a constant reminder of my love for reading (something I haven't been able to do much till lately).

Digressing, there was this e-mail, that talked of how as we grow up, we view love differently and also of how we gradually change our opinion on who is lovable or not. I'll talk it from my point of view just for the sake of an example, and to rein in my thoughts a bit. I'll go as far back as I can remember which would be...the age of 6? To tell the truth I find memories to be a funny thing, you don't seem to remember much of it most of the time, just events and most of the time I find myself remembering the not too pleasant ones. Anyway this is not about memories.

When I was 6, all I was ever concerned of really, was toys. Yea toys, that I remember clearly. I'd probably have a new one every week, and dump it aside the next week. Of course eventually this got on my parents' nerves, and they stop buying them almost immediately at one point. As it goes nobody likes having their toys taken from them, something that applies to various things. As a kid I was pretty good at crying and whining, which also got on their nerves. Thinking back I'm really glad my parents didn't spoil me like my relatives did with my younger cousins. You know how annoyed I get with a 11 year old at home who still cries regularly?! Sometimes I wonder if I have managed to rein in my horrible temper a bit, and I'm tempted to say I have. Few years ago I'd just whack the kid and tell him to shut up, even though he ain't my brother. Now I just keep quiet and pretend its not my business.

So back then it was toys, the next few years nothing really interest me much, till I was 10 and I got my first gaming console. Sometimes I wonder if my grades would have stayed top notch like it was if I never started gaming or my intelligence that allowed me to afford to not study was only up to that level of education. I'd like to think the former is true, coupled with a bad whack on the head during that same year. You know how they say bumping your head makes you stupid? To be honest I never believed that, but for the sake of satisfying my ego I try to. Anyway gaming was my love then, I also loved reading, had been all my life. Just that it was an on and off thing, and I started with small encyclopedias and fairy tales (typical).

Around the same time, I already had my first computer. An ancient pentium 1, given by Irise's boyfriend, fat Davis Tan. One thing I've always love is good strategy or RPG games, likewise my brother. It was our staple topic of conversation, our means of brothers bonding, something I lost along the way. What I'd give to get that connection back....The following years were pretty much the same. My core hobbies never change, with the exception of football which I started playing when I was 8+.

When did I start noticing girls? This is one thing that was really sudden. Thinking about it, at one point, to 手拉手 and walk into class with the girl paired up with you during assembly (a silly custom we had in school back in std 1) was suddenly no longer an option. But then that wasn't really the trigger, it just gradually became something that is obvious, girls are different, and they certainly don't want to hold a boy's hand without proper reason. (I blame the media)

Moving on, I clearly remember the first day I started Form 1. (a day filled with embarrassing moments) I don't know what time of day it was, but it must have been before classes started. I was heading out to the toilet and caught sight of an angel, Kelsey =p! (so my 13 years old mind told me) I was stunned, literally, and the girl noticed. Needless to say things went downhill from there, I was never in the same class as her after that year, and all I was contented to do is stalk her from far. (13 years old and already a stalker! *gasp* So sue me >_>) So what was that? I never thought about it after I graduated, perhaps that was merely 'noticing' that girls were different, in many sense, after all opposites attract. (very true in the sense of guys to girls and vice versa, though that isn't entirely true anymore *sigh*)

Life was pretty plain the next few years, love wasn't a topic I seek to talk about or understand. I think I was form 3 when I started 'noticing' again that girls are really different. In many ways, biology did nothing to help, if anything it made my curiosity worse, and as we know curiosity killed the cat, which happens to be my innocence in this point of reference. Feelings came feelings go, but nothing much really happened. I never took action on them, and the one time I did, was the time I felt betrayed the most, though I was wrong for losing my temper during my "probation period". Someone wise once said, "jealousy can make you do things you'll never believe you would do". Of course it was nothing more than a bad temper tantrum but then again, it alone made girls stay away from me. Thinking about it, that probably was for the best, it was obvious I wasn't ready to be in a relationship then. It was all about Krislyn.

The years that followed were years of contemplation, I brooded a lot, and it certainly didn't help my reputation of being touchy and all. I'd go into spells where I just shut people out and just let my mind wander. Hormones suck don't you think? Such is puberty and teenage, I'd probably list it as the toughest phase of my life, but then if there's one thing I learned its that life never gets any easier, well not till you die I suppose. Obviously years of brooding, interaction, and various experiences, showed me that everything up to that had been crushes and infatuations. This leads back to my original question, what is the real thing?

Just hours ago, we were all urging a friend to push for someone he liked. Sure it probably wasn't the time to move in or anything, like he said, but I'm a firm believer that if you don't do something, nothing will happen. Don't push it back to me, I don't have anyone in mind now. Besides, I don't think I'm boyfriend material, after all these years. I don't think I'd be able to spend much time on a girlfriend if I had one. Does that mean I'll be a bachelor for life? Maybe, maybe not. Right now, that prospect ain't looking too bad. Only time will tell, but I'm not holding my breath.

So seriously, what is love all about? Pei Ying here? How can someone accurately describe the feeling? I'd go with it being the million dollar question. One day some genius is going to write a book so inspirational, that speaks a million things about love and whatnot. That book will sell like hotcakes, just because so many people are starved of love. In the end, it'll probably just be another farce. Lets be honest, there wouldn't be love starved people on this planet if love was so easily defined.

Look at it this way, it gives you an avenue to earn millions. If you're an inspirational writer that is. For now, I'll stay with romantic-comedy anime, constantly thinking how it would feel to finally be in love, and look to the future (I guess).

Brandon think's

Something is living above the ceilings,

no really. A raccoon; a cat or whatever.

=(

Disheartened

I'm very disenchanted to some of my classmates. In which i was in very nervous tension and spent 1 week on my 10 pages article. Surprisingly, my classmates have done it in a single night. I acknowledged that they were just copy pasting from the internet resources because i noticed shit happens.
What i meant by "shit happens" are:

1) Pages were written are more than mine. 12 - 14? (They can never write more than 3 pages)
2) Writing skills are better than mine. (I know how suck their English was so it's almost impossible they can surpass me in short time)
3) Contents are more detailed than me. (If they did really work out the points, i can only say, I'm impressed)
4) She/They told me she/they was/were just copy pating.

I'm very gloomy + annoyed + angry + disappointed + hatred + fed up + disheartened.

I afraid i may "Dai Hoi Sat Gai" if their scores are higher than me. if it does, i will surely gun down the lecturer and bring down all my classmates. If i do, i afraid i will be losing some of my friends. I'm lost in nowhere.

My apologize

Hi people,

My earnestly apologize - couldn't manage to modernize my blog as frequent as last time.

For you information, i was in an engagement to an assignment which was thoroughly chunk over my brainpower. Although it wasn't soon to the due date but however, the bloody 10 pages(or more) weren't a joke.

Anyway, it's done :)

To Whom It May Concern,
If you are desire to read those pages - or you wish to just have a look :), do drop me a message. Believe me, you wouldn't love to read that.

My Msn Email shall be KLbret_711@hotmail.com.

M/C Assignment 3

For those who did not attend M/C class yesterday, here's the assignment title.

Subject: Multimedia and Communication

Assignment #3
Write an article about usage of multimedia application in the following field.

You article must be not less than 10 pages.

Due date: 20 August 2008

Personal Details - Assignment(Organizational Behavior)

Name : Brandon Chen Khin Liong

Current Address : A5-2-2 Green Acre Park Condo, Bandar Sungai Long, 43000 Kajang

Course : DBM(Diploma in Business Management)

Hometown : Tanjong Malim, Perak

Hand phone Number :

Date of Birth : 7 November 2007

Ambition : Lawyer, Lecturer, Businessman, Executive Manager

Hobby : Anything related to “ball” + swimming

Why I take this course :

Business? Well. Business is important. The role of business is to make the world a better place for everyone - creating wealth and well-being, prosperity, jobs and choices. At Business school I'll learn to balance numbers with human values, understand big business, small business, and entrepreneurship, consider the relationship between business and the community and see through the eyes of classmates from around the world. My development should be an adventure of discovery, just as ours continues to be. In today's business world, i need to be an explorer, an originator and an entrepreneur. Being an employee is not enough. I'll not only have a sound understanding of my chosen specialty, I’ll have learnt how to think strategically and act responsibly, solve problems in teams and pursue your individual dreams, make and present a solid business case and apply your knowledge in a working environment.

Why I’m still in this college :

Well, I was once endorsing a big hope for a better college but haplessly fate doesn’t loves me. Seriously, to be very honest, I acknowledge that I have to accept the fate attempted on me, not to say I’m conceived to yet I had to. Let’s see, my dad has a driving school and owning a big land. He’s rich, yes, he will be definitely rich IF he doesn’t has to bear the expenses - college/university fees for his beloved son/daughter. For your information, my third sister and my brother are studying in private university and the fees are hostile. Obviously, there’s no reason why should I reject 100% PTPTN offers in Cybernetic International College of Technology. For more information about my family details, you may visit here

Favorite Website: Http://khinliong.blogspot.com/

Most Inspired Person (Academic) :

My family(Dad, Mom, sisters, brother) - not in the way that I want to follow in their footsteps but in the way that they always supported me in anything I did. They pushed me to my limits and new levels. They wouldn’t let me quit just because it was hard. They were always there to pick me up when I had failed, got hurt or was let down by another or myself. Definitely, no matter what obstacles were in the way they will be always stay by my side and encourage – enhance my spiritual in order to achieve my goal.

Vision :

I am joyful with where I am in life while still studying to increase and share the spirit of studying. I display an obvious commitment and sense of integrity in both my studies and research. I always act with compassion towards others.

Mission-

Short-Term :

Getting good results and maintain my CGPA above 3.50
Complete my Diploma by year 2010

Long-Term :

Further my studies until I manage to dig a hole in this world to fit in it.

Quotes :

When you are born, you are crying and everyone around you is smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you are smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Friends : Part 2

Some of you who read my blog in the past *the older one* may have recalled a post I made regarding friends. This is my second part to it. It's not really important to have a read through the first part, though you may if you'd like. I'll be telling two stories today about life, in general, and about a friend of mine, who had the misfortune to be involved in an accident.

With the advent of the Internet, handphones, and cars (since at this age many a friend owns or at least is able to use one), it is easily arguable on face value that its easier to maintain friendships and to keep in touch. Right? Perhaps not, and I argue this on a number of factors. The main problem in my opinion is that on an economist level we always face trade offs on what we want to do, and the controlling factor are incentives. Why do we buy Double Decker, instead of Pringles? Why do we go for classes late consistently? Why do we never ever go late for a date? It's all about incentives.

This begs the question of whether we actually do care about menial things. The point that people try to get across always is that the simple things matter (unless if you're Paris Hilton, and even then perhaps it does). Which means that even if its just to compliment this girl on her new blouse she wore at class today, to discuss about DOTA with one of your latest buddies, or even to poke fun at your good ol' high school friend's avatar, its all good. The problem is that we become conditioned to these kinds of things. Indirectly, the Internet is sometimes... too good I suppose, in this sense, as we tend to take things for granted - the incentives are lost due to the ease of communication.

Ever heard of the cliche that goes something like "you only value something when you lose it"? It's true for this case, among others. The fact that we can ring our buddy up through Skype, and MSN him up turns out to be detriment to us, I feel. And it slaps people like me - procrastinators, the hardest. >_>

Which brings me to the next bit of my story. Recently, while back in Malaysia for the holidays, I received news that my friend was involved in an accident. It wasn't a minor one, and was rather bad. Though due to my silly delays (that I did not know where he was, and lack of transport *ugh*), I started to get fearful. Its anxiety, I suppose. When I finally got there, I met up with a lot of my friends, all from my high school at MES. Though I was saddened to see my friend in such a state, it also dawned on me that I have been pretty much ignorant to the others in the process. Heck I didn't even bother to keep tabs on the others while I was back. Worst part was that it took a tragedy like this to finally bring people together.

Btw he has recovered from his injuries, and has gotten much better. Doctors have said that despite his earlier injuries, which have been severe, his rapid recovery is nothing short of a miracle. I'll continue praying for your recovery.

In all cases though, I suppose at the end of the day its big events that shake your life up, that open your eyes to what you have been blinded to before. I only hope that you, can make a difference in your life, and with your friends. Go on, give them a buzz *wink*.

Donnie..

25 July - Friday

Starting from this semester, i will have one extra holiday which is on Friday. Look at the schedule below this post.. No class on Friday.. WOOOOHOOOOO...

Random photo

Okay.. yesterday(Friday).. wasn't bad..

I woke up at 11AM - looking left and right, nobodies home. So i looked up on my laptop for awhile. Recently i got impressed and attracted by the latest online web game which is Travian online. The game is kinda similar to Caesar 3 - which i played around 2 years ago. *crap crap. Anyway, lets back to topic.

After i got myself cleaned up(shower, bathe etc etc) So uhh, what i did, i was so hungry so i went grocery.

Hmm. So there are plenty of snacks i bought..

Left Rm10 after grocery

1 Large Gardenia
3 Cheezys
2 Roller Coaster
1 Nestle Yogurt(orange flavor XD)

What do you think of my lunch would be?

da da!!!!!

I made chicken curry - to be served with Gardenia Bread i bought. The taste was awesome, totally fulfilled and satisfied my appetite on that day, just not spicy enough. However, i had a satisfying and excited lunch XD

p/s Staying alone at home is fun, i can cook anything i want and do anything i wish.

New Semester Schedule

Semester 3

"A year of Theory"

All theory subjects... Duhh

Schedule:
MGT2073 - Business Research Methods
COM2023 - Business Communication
ITM2113 - Multimedia and Communication
ECN2103 - Principles of Economics
MGT2023 - Organizational Behavior

Baca...
Baca...
Baca...
Hafal...
Hafal...
Hafal...

A Sem without using calculator.. Sigh, whole sem without calculating totally challenges my life - Btw, some subjects i had already taken when i was in another college.. but anyway... Learn more no harm.. hopefully.. hope that there will be something for me to learn.