Guess what, i got 4 flat. Is this something great ought to be proud of? Some ppl might think "ah cehh 4 flat only mah" or "aiya sure your college exam papers easy (like what my sisters always say >.<)" - or something similar to that, seriously it's disfavoring. I was blissful to see course-mates of mine who attained good results - call their parents and share the happy news, yet mine - for 2 years, reciprocally feelingless due to I have non beside me will "wow, I'm proud of you". I'm always wondering how to proof them that my exam papers are not easy pickings - without serious efforts invested and revisions, such GPA will never get on hand. My course-mates asked for some little festivity and i have refused to - I know this is joke but kiddos to say, I only want to rejoice with my family members thou but suppositionly will end up into a pit of dissappointments-s-s-s.
I realized that our future is in our hand and achievments tak payahlah expose (always being told the same line) - we are taught to being low profile, you get what you have studied.
Last but not least, I acknowledged that this post is something like complaining - sounds further like envies and else. In psychology we call this immature thinking or childish. haha we human are same but disparate, could be probably not to disown that i admit i was being childish for delivering some shitz like this.
Good day~
Bret!
Edit: And yes, just read and forget, don need comment. kthx
