Walking

How many persons in this world, when he/she dies right at this instant and can say out loud, "I've walked this earth?"

I'm not one of them. Heck, I bet that most of the people can't say.

Somethings cannot be explained. Sometimes things that happen, occurs by a faith, a belief, even in a non-entity.

God perhaps? Maybe.

Maybe it's the imaginary rope where you cling on when you fall off climbing the steep cliffs of life.

Or even just by the bond, be it one or many.

Note that I am NOT challanging the existantance of God. I am just merely saying that sometimes, you have to take control of your life. Get it in control. You are no robot to anybody, anyone.

There is a quote from the movie "The Pursuit of Happyness". Yes Happyness, watch the movie to find out about the intentional typo.

Anyway the quote goes, "Don't ever let somebody tell you "You can't do something"; not even me. You got a dream... You gotta protect it. People can't do somethin' themselves, they wanna tell you you can't do it. If you want somethin', go get it. Period. " Will Smith (Chris Gardner) to his son, Jaden Smith (Jaden Christopher Syre Smith).

I always wanted to be strong. I put my faith in myself and everybody around me along with my beliefs.

I've tried hard enough, but sometimes it's just not good enough.

No, I'm not doubting anyone or myself.

I'm just tired of playing this game.

Don't worry. I ain't quitting. It's just merely a pause.

On a lighter note: Life has been hectic.