• To become a butterfly, one must want to fly so much that you are willing to give up being a caterpillar

Tuesday, 17 June 2014

A rare post about my friends

A post-credit to all of my friends, who have been staying or did stay by my side, when i was booted down from immense glory and arrogance. All have been investing or have invested advises and strength to make me realize who i really am. You will see girls are more, because i see highly upon guys.

Siang Long, friend that can hardly be found anymore, who helped me nonetheless, supported me in any decision I was making, advised me of potential wrong decision, pulled me up from the most upset moment in my life. Without you, I would never be here utilizing lifestyle. He taught me, to friend, you have to be sincere.

Darie, my schoolmate since high school, he is a friend that I would help whenever he needs, because I always think he needs me for advises and I need him for companionship. Yes, we had argument at times but there was a time that we really need to think what is best in friendship between both of us. Anyway, I do appreciate you and I hope you know that you are important to me, too.

Kelsey and Wen Yi, schoolmates since high school, friends that really could sit down in campfire and gossip all night long. Life have been tough though, I am in different path and did not really get back to what I was. Any problems and helps that you need, just let me know, I will be there.

Cheryl Ooi, we have history, not a proud one, maybe that time she was drown in so called true love and disregarded me but it took 4 years for us to become best buddies. She’s a girl who would stands up for me, appreciates me, and will never give up on me. She would slap me for real in case I did anything stubborn. But I have to say this, she is annoying. Anyways, she taught me to not being used by the unnecessary.

Penny Lim, we have history too, a bad one. But we all did mistakes in our life, what is for the best, is start forgiving each other. Fact is I am impressed of her because the way she fought for her life. I knew everything about her and eventually felt in love into our friendship, though we can’t be together, but tell you what, i still want to be your best friend. I do miss you in all sort of ways. You taught me that there are bigger problems out there, so “chill your small peanut cases”.

Shu yun, sweet and bitter, bitter in the past, sweet is now. What is important is now. J Remember when I was drunk, I called you to carry me to my house? It was 2am in the morning lol. Remember you locked my house door from inside, and I came home after you slept? You left me sleeping in hotel. Fuck you seriously. But thanks for always being there for me, although we don’t talk often, but I believe you will be here if I needed you. We are going to do crazy things again teehee.

Chloe Yap, nothing much really to say about both of us, but you are the most kind-hearted person that I met in my life. Our past is not really a pleasant one, but in the deep dark of those memories, I found the good ones. There were moments that I really needed you in these 4 years, and sometimes; I do hope that you were not in my past but in the future. I wouldn’t tell you all these, I will just write it here. Sorry and thanks.

Karmen Lim, remember we were good before we dated. You will be there for me and vice versa, as friend, there were no boundaries. You were a great listener, always when I have problems, you were the first person that I would call and whine. You were a great friend, but my bad, I lost you. I hope that we could talk again after years and years, my experience tells. You taught me to look back after far run.

Melissa Beh, “38” friend. She is a ridiculously-resourceful friend that I would die for. Resourceful in sense of “gossips”, she knows everything about all the artistes, singers, actors and celebrities, she knows all their bad things, and each time she told me, she made me laugh real hard. A person who can chill you out at nowhere, in no time. She taught me to live happily.

Joee Ooi, she has had a hard and superb tough life. A person who will never complain, but her life story, you will be impressed of how she can live up till then. A girl who doesn’t give a damn to problem, a person who would ignore all negativities and do everything in her own way, she doesn’t give a fuck. And each time I tell her my problems, she will just tell me to don care. Sometimes, being ignorant is cool, you don’t care, you don’t expect, you won’t be sad.

These are all the great people that I know for more than a year. And I have met countless of great friends this year, and none of them are stated here because I will use a year time to define them. Whether they are great not, idealistic or realistic, time tells.

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