Boom!

Today was just weird.

My writing gradually became shittier with every line. The directions of my handwriting strokes even started changing because I would lift my pen too fast then some letters don't appear as they should. It was horrible.

I'm a lot more used to have shitty writing throughout the paper.

I actually ran out of time and didn't manage to write what I planned to.

I'm a lot more used to writing everything I intend to write, think for 5 minutes about what I'm missing out, then accept the fact that I'm stupid and sit back to look around at people doing their work OR leave the exam hall early. I have never run out of time before. EVER.

I managed to at least finish everything I wanted to say but took an extremely horizontal approach. I wrote a little on everything relevant but didn't go into depth.

I'm a lot more used to being perfect on spelling and grammar but thoroughly lacking substance OR writing way too much in depth on a certain topic I'm more familiar with.

At the drop of my pen I knew I didn't do as well as I could have during the paper itself (should have rushed myself from the beginning) but there was still this satisfaction in me. Writing a lot with a horizontal approach and running out of time is a lot better than having too much time for not being able to write anything.

It's always "ahh, finally" that I get when the clock marks the end and I always know the problem lied in the preparation and not my attitude during the actual paper.

And here I am back again at where I was after finishing the accessed paper of accounting . Relief. Hoping my efforts pay off. Expecting decent marks (not as good as the marks on the assessed paper of course :P). And a very bad after-effect of all this - wanting to throw all my books away and sleep forever. But that's not happening, is it? =(

~The 3nD~